Let’s start with a prior commitment that conflicted with my Sabbath. I had a 10 o’clock meeting scheduled months earlier. Should I honor this commitment or adhere to the Sabbath? Honoring this commitment also meant that I needed to prepare for it starting around 6:30 in the morning. Several people were depending on me. I honored my commitment. When I got home it was 11:30am or 5 hours had cut into my Sabbath. I felt guilt. I felt a ashamed to think that I might’ve honored man over God.
But then something remarkable happened. My 3:00pm – 8:00pm commitment was unexpectedly canceled. I regained the five hours that I spent in the morning. During my Sabbath I felt as though God smiled and in a loving fatherly way said, “I got you.” Our God is a such a good God. He has overflowing grace. He knows our heart before we even utter a prayer. I felt like a boy who had just fallen and skinned my knees when my loving father picked me up, dusted me off, and said, continue. Just continue.
The irony this week is that I felt nearest to God in my failure. I experienced the grace of God. I felt loved. I felt understood. I felt encouraged. Just continue. I see what you’re doing, Dave. I know how hard you’re trying to honor me. I see you trying to change your life. And I’m right here with you. In the good and the stumbles. I’m right here, as I’ve always been.
